Monday, October 20 . 10:23 pm
wah today had lit fest, was damn successful. :D haha i brought a few soft toys for the booth which fitted the theme 'tropical rainforest'. oh and jingwen lent us 7 of his tigers, thank you. :) if have time i will post some pictures. then today whole day was in the hall so missed lessons thoroughly. but sian still have chinese homework... =.=
then after that i was sort of pissed luh... there were like all the sec 2s coming up to me and asking "is there choir today? can don't go anot? have O levels leh. aiya is miss khor coming? why not dismissed earlier luh!. eh u want pon choir we pon tgt larh...!" i mean its like why do all of them come to me to tell me that they want to skip choir?? O.O doesn't mean im the sectional leader means i have the right to decide whether there's choir anot luh, hello!.. u all keep on coming up to me to tell me that you wanna skip choir, how do you think i'd feel? all of you are like pitting all the responsibility onto me to help you all complain to get dismissed earlier or perhaps don't even have choir practice. and you guys jolly well know that im a choir freak, A FREAK at that! and you ask me whether you can pon choir.
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though i know that you guys are tired after one whole day, your are still obliged to attend choir practice as it is part of your cca curriculum time! if what you think of is to pon every practice right, then why did you join in the first place?! what saddened me most and made me disappointed most was that even my closest choir mates complained to me about ponning choir... i did not even expect this to happen.. ok maybe those standard ones are not surprising. but certain people just really... really made me extremely extremely heart-ache.. dats why i buay tahan then cry during lit fest clearing up. not that im angry or what, im just very disappointed. :O
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im quite glad that most of the sec 3s (seniors) turn up for choir practice regularly... as in regardless of whether they are in exco or not. cos i feel that their presence is a kind of encouragement for me, a strength for me to carry on leading... they're not there=no motivation..
well in the end quite a number of people attended (held in com lab 1) and practice was ok today, relieved to say. ms khor is starting to change her attitude towards ctss choir and there's a possibility that we can go overseas for competition next year. for those people who think that choir is a waste of time and a place to slack, you are terribly wrong. im sure that there's potential in this choir, its just the attitudes of them people. if we don't get silver for syf next year, we can forget about going overseas ler. that's all i have to say.
