Thursday, April 30 . 10:04 pm
oh no... it seems the swine flu is getting from bad to worse!! recession + swine flu??... bad bad bad!... in half a year, the swine flu may become a worldwide disease... with millions and millions of people dying... :( this is even worse than a 10.0 earthquake!! :O will singapore get it?? i'd probably say the chances are likely we'd get. it's either sooner or later. hope that singapore will be able to deal with this flu based on sars experience... still think that time i can roam through orchard road without a mask...! how very dangerous of me!
im so DEAD!!! my chinese oral was horrible! reading was quite ok... but conversation was totally screwed!! heard that a few others went totally blank as well!! then mdm ang was like glancing elsewhere frustrated when i stumbled on every single word that i was trying to say... oh dear... what am i going to do?? o levels is just ahead! if i don't score well for this year, i may have to take the chinese o level again next year and drop hmt!! D: maybe liddat oso better for all i know!
heheh im starting to miss choir... :( i miss singing new songs [cos we've been singing the same 3 songs for more than half a year and will still continue for the esplanade concert thingy=.=], i miss talking to the seniors... [and they're leaving very very very soon:(], i miss harmonising with yiling they all, i miss kachiao-ing the sec 1s [esp my kill chicken group;)], i miss poking the seniors and sec 1s and many many other things... :( i cannot stand exam stress like this and it's torturing me like nobody's business!!... just 2 papers alone is killing me! and im afraid of next two week's math papers tgt with chem, bio and ss! just thinking of them makes me freak out!! :O is my stress level peak in sec 3?? am i finally breaking down!?? O.O oh no!... i need friends to support me... to encourage me... to help me get back to my feet... ... but are they there for me?? i don't know. x.x perhaps this is life. u have to accept changes. friends whom u are close to tend to change over time. no human being is perfect, and so am i.
im so DEAD!!! my chinese oral was horrible! reading was quite ok... but conversation was totally screwed!! heard that a few others went totally blank as well!! then mdm ang was like glancing elsewhere frustrated when i stumbled on every single word that i was trying to say... oh dear... what am i going to do?? o levels is just ahead! if i don't score well for this year, i may have to take the chinese o level again next year and drop hmt!! D: maybe liddat oso better for all i know!
heheh im starting to miss choir... :( i miss singing new songs [cos we've been singing the same 3 songs for more than half a year and will still continue for the esplanade concert thingy=.=], i miss talking to the seniors... [and they're leaving very very very soon:(], i miss harmonising with yiling they all, i miss kachiao-ing the sec 1s [esp my kill chicken group;)], i miss poking the seniors and sec 1s and many many other things... :( i cannot stand exam stress like this and it's torturing me like nobody's business!!... just 2 papers alone is killing me! and im afraid of next two week's math papers tgt with chem, bio and ss! just thinking of them makes me freak out!! :O is my stress level peak in sec 3?? am i finally breaking down!?? O.O oh no!... i need friends to support me... to encourage me... to help me get back to my feet... ... but are they there for me?? i don't know. x.x perhaps this is life. u have to accept changes. friends whom u are close to tend to change over time. no human being is perfect, and so am i.
