Sunday, May 10 . 10:35 pm
aiyaiyai!!!.... y liddat?... while some people may think that the Emath paper 1 and SS paper were easy, i'd probably think that i'm one of those who thought it was GG... :( it was a half killer luh!! the stupid math paper 1st few questions alr wanna knock me out??!! for alif it was like OMG!!!... walao stupid indices... =.= and SS paper the proving ques i barely wrote a damn and the 2nd seq i only wrote 2 factors cos no time!!! wei shen me zhe yang??? :O ... ... :( im so disappointed with myself. and during tuition just now, i cried cos of pressure from A math. that stupid 08 paper i couldn't do a lot of sums!! is it cos i was too tensed up, or i lacked that skill?? i don't know. -.- well, whether i can or not, im gonna just sit for that paper on tues. if i can only do 2 or 3 questions, or even less, so be it. fail than fail. im preparing for O levels not mid-year anw... it's common to fail new subjects. :( so...... all the best for me then. and alif, glenn and those math uncertain ppl. :( i really hope that you all won't be so demoralised. it makes me sad to see u all so stressed... and i get stressed too...[on top of my double stress lvls]. so jiayou guys!! :D
well... for that matter... i dunno if "you" are aware of it... don't u realise that we've been drifting apart ever since sec 3 started??... it was never like this the year before. D: what happened?? is it because of you or me??... it can't be me!... i've never done anything... i thought... i thought u were different from other people... but i have never expected u to be the same... though u may not have realised it, i do feel hurt by it. :( just to let you know. you're one great and smart person... the feeling of pangseh-ness ain't great y'know!!... :( it's ok. it's not your fault. it's mine. i shouldn't have been so naive. sorry. :(
well... for that matter... i dunno if "you" are aware of it... don't u realise that we've been drifting apart ever since sec 3 started??... it was never like this the year before. D: what happened?? is it because of you or me??... it can't be me!... i've never done anything... i thought... i thought u were different from other people... but i have never expected u to be the same... though u may not have realised it, i do feel hurt by it. :( just to let you know. you're one great and smart person... the feeling of pangseh-ness ain't great y'know!!... :( it's ok. it's not your fault. it's mine. i shouldn't have been so naive. sorry. :(
