Wednesday, November 3 . 11:28 pm
wow i realised that i had not blogged for more than a month. so i purposely logged on just to blog lollol. it doesn't matter if nobody reads this anyway, i love to re-read my posts and reminisce about the past. :)
so three quarters of os are done. can throw all the textbooks away alr hehe. :D i've already told myself to do my best for all the papers, be it difficult or easy. no pain gain, no regrets, no "shits", no "wasted". i really have no idea what to expect during collection of results day. bell curve also hard to say; for subjects like emath and poa, sure very high. and english, HISTORY omg and bio weren't as good. chem was so-so only. really hated the history paper just now. didn't have time to complete sbq and seq rearmament was a total disaster.! >.< evaluation of sources tyvm. out of 5 freaking sources i only did 3. and 1(b) was barely one quarter done. what to do... gosh. thank goodness causes of ww2 came out, though i kinda screwed it as well. :( sigh. let's just hope that ss and hmt will be less nasty... and the mcqs, i really need to score this time.
i cannot predict my score; be it 12, 15, or 20 or whatever, i can say i've done my best for most of my papers. not that i didn't put in any effort for the others though.
that feeling after the bio paper on 15nov = SHIOK ah! really anticipating that. loads and loads of things to do after os. i really miss my choir life like crazy, really want to experience that soon.. cuz i know after 2 more years, i may not be able to be part of a choir anymore. in fact in future if i can, i'd like to perhaps form an acapella group or something, with all those passionate choristers like some of the seniors, not with those who ostracise choir and are unable to fully appreciate it.
must really cherish these 2 months of freedom. next year schedule will be more packed and such alr. thank goodness there are always all the people around you to give you morale support while you're through this. :) os may be nothing in the eyes of someone taking As, but it really determines our future aye.
what will i be when i grow up? who will my husband be? will i be happy in future?... ...
